Monday, February 15, 2010

Bengkaknyer hati ni....

Fieza xpaham lar... nape ek stiap kali kte da lupekan ttg sesuatu, tp dgn tetibe jek org tu nak muncul balik then wat kte ingat benda2 lepas n sakit aty... hye,,, actually fieza da terima kenyataan yg ktorg da mmg renggang dah sejak kes ari tu.. time dye sentap ngn kate2 fieza kt fb.. then td, dye tego fieza, then fieza kuarkan la pe yg tbuku d aty... ckp la br skarang ke dye nk tego fieza? slalu on9 xd pown tego... wat hal sndiri jek.. ari ni pandai plak nak tego? asal? coz mber bff dye yg len xd?? x on9 ari ni?? huh!!!

Yeah... mgkin silap fieza... da bek2 dye tego fieza arini then fieza blas with d few words yg mmbuat dye sentap n tros out... hey!! can't u wait untill d last sentence b4 nak out dpd fb kalo ye pun??? bengang btol ar.. pdahal,ayat akhir fieza menunjukkan fieza xkesah pun if dye nk tego o xnk, n say how to meet her coz i want to give her things.... serious, temper gle fieza ngn prangai org camni.. siyes, i don't know u anymore.. u totally strange to me... xtaw la, sbb fieza mmg xkenal btol ngn prangai dye but just saying dat she is my bestfriend before, or dsbbkan lame dah xcontact dye mmbuatkan fieza xpham prangai dye skrg...

Siyes, bengang sesangat.. if fieza xsygkn dye n hubungan ktorg, fieza xkn nanges bgai nk rak ari tu time dye ttbe wat prangai.. n now when im trying to forget those things, ko wat prangai lagi.. weyh, if ko tu senang nak contact, aku xkesah la gado bebanyak kali ngn ko... hmm lantak ar.. if nak gini, ok.. biar camni..

If ko bace blog ni, aku mmg mintak maap sesangat if ko amat sentap ngn every single words yg aku kuarkan.. siyes, aku xpaham ko skrg.. sentap lebey cam aku jek yg ignore ko.. pdahal, setiap kali aku tepon no2 hp ko tp operator angkt, msg ke no2 ko yg xb'delivered.. tepon uma ko yg aku tggalkan pesan suh kol balik tp haram.. hmm siyes, aku da xkesah... watpe jd bestfriend if xtaw ape msalah, happiness yg dlalui oleh mber sndiri, watpe aku nk sebok heboh sape bestfriend aku, if dye sndiri xd heran sape aku dmate dye...

mgkin korang terpikir napelah psal ni pun nak kecoh2, frankly fieza ckp yg dulu fieza btol2 ngaku yg dye is my sahabat dunia akhirat.. DULU, dye paham fieza... DULU, dye slalu ada time fieza perlukan, even dye ada pkwe tok djage... DULU, senang jek fieza nak contact dye... tp tu semuanye dulu... NOT NOW.. i dont know why... mybe she found someone yg better tu kongsi everything n felt that im burdened her from time to time.. it's ok.. i'll accept it.. Thanks for Everything dear...

Hmm to all yg bace, sori ar ayat arini sgt kasar... mmg tgh sakit aty.. xtaw ar.. td mood bosan telah btukar kpd mood yg sgt sakit aty.. byk nah benda yg menyakitkan aty datang serentak.. sume org yg fieza syg nak wat fieza sakit aty ngn dorg.. tu yg mmbuatkan fieza double sakit aty... neway, kpd those yg bkaitan, sori.. sbnrnye ayat d atas sumenyer dtg dpd perasaan yg sakit aty.. bukanlah sbnar2nye yg lahir dpd aty.. if u think that im wrong,

I AM SORRY..

2 comments:

  1. alalalalalala..
    tak mahu la marah2..
    sabar..tarik napas..
    hehe

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  2. hehe.. da xkesah dah sue..
    biaselah.. hidup penoh cbaran..ahahaha

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