Monday, May 30, 2011

Dare to be Daring..



Tajuk entry xbley blah..hahahaha pergh... lame gler xupdate blog nih... ;) erm, juz nak ckp yg saye sudah potong rambut... pendek punyer... tp xlah pendek sgt..kihkih.. tp kire dare la jgak kan setelah almost 2 years kot x potong..


erm, now tgh berkursus di uitm s.alam.. xsabar nak balik.. malas dah nk brkursus nih..kihkih
tp kan... yg bestnyer duk kat s.alam nih.. bile g makan jek, xkesah la seksyen 2 ke, s.7 ke mesti dpt cuci mate kasi bersih...ahahaha dak2 laki kat s.alam bpak hensem siot!!!hahahaha tgoda mak..hihi ari sabtu yg lepas, g meroyan bsame2 teman rapat dgn mbelasah 30 lagu b'karoke di Ole2 s.alam.. sonok gler!! mmg xhengat.. :) will miss that momento biler da keje nnt.. :(


pas kursus nih kene la gerak gempur cari keje.. tp dorg kate dak2 JPA scholar xley keje yg ade kontrak.. adoooiiiii... abes sy mahu keje ape?? keje tanam anggur kat uma jek lah! tgk menjadi x anggur sy nnt..ahaks


hmm rasenyer da xd idea nk cakap pe dah ni.. lgpun skrg da kol 9.. jap ag kursus ITIL akan brmula... let's start our class dgn azam yg baru, new haircut, new myself n lastly.... new watch.. luv it, luv it!!!!!! hehehehehehehehe..





Thursday, January 13, 2011

Pendam rase..

Rite now emosi fieza mmg sgt tak stabil.. ntah la.. rase makin nak abes blaja ni makin byk plak dugaan xkira la dr segi blaja dan juga psahabatan.. kadang2 saye pikir nak jek wat something tanpe pikir baik buruk sesuatu yg akan jadi.. saye da penah cakap yg saye ni kalo bley xske gadoh2 n slagi tdaye akan cube diam jek.. tp if sekali jek saye da let it out mmg akan wat sesape jek terase n tercabar.. so please jgn la cr pasal dgn saye.. n tolong lah bertolak ansur sket.. give and take la... jangan la asek ko jek yg nak take tp org len asek2 kene give jek kat ko.. pikir la sket.. kalo kte rase org tu byk salah ngn kte, cube ambil mase tok pikir bape byk plak salah kte kat dye sblum nak mengamuk xpuas aty.. if u want to gain respect from people, please la respect them gak.. bile ko wat org ko xd pikir, tp bile org tegor ko pandai melenting.. xtaw la nape fieza asek bdepan ngn diz same situations..

oh fieza.. please cover your emotion... kalo la saye bukan jenis org yg pikir akan baik buruk sesuatu tindakan, da lame sy betah balik setiap ape yg org lakukan pd saye taw.. tp saye ni jenis bpikir dulu kalo nak wat something, contohnye kalo saye maki org bodoh, kompem nnt saye yg bodoh.. sbb tu saye xbrani nak maki ok..baek x saye? ahaks.. tp kadang2 t'cakap gak kn sbb geram punye pasal..hihi.. seboleh2nye saye cube xnk tujukan ni pade sesape.. if ade yg terase, i am sorry.. diz is my blog.. di mane sy bley meluahkan segale2 rase yg tpendam.. :)

kan bagus kalo masing2 saling mengingatkan antara satu same lain.. xdelah kte perasan diri kte bagus sgt kan? dunia pun jd aman.. ^_^





p/s: btw thanks kt apyp n others yg secare xlgsung atau mgkin kurang sedar sempat menghiburkn aty saye di facebook td..huhuhu

Saturday, January 8, 2011

New year... 2011

Hmm da lmbat nak wish hepi new year pun.. btw, tahun ni fieza tak tpikir lgsung pasal azam thun baru coz azam yg lepas pun tak t'capai lg even tpakse carry forward tok tahun ni agknye.. huhuhu erm, 1 more sem to go... br mggu ptame tp da kene siapkan report.. adoiyai.. owh ye.. kene masukkan dalam list azam tahun baru la untuk tidak wat keje last minutes lg.. walaupun fieza taw tu hanye angan2 semate..hahahahaha

A little bit about my cayang basha.. basha still di bawah jagaan sy..hakhak.. basha da diberi vaksin bfore balik puncak aritu.. :) pegi klinik doc kate basha sihat jek n xd stress lg taw.. neway, tgk la sape yg jage...ahaks!! currently, keje basha hanye makan then tdo.. bgun balik cr makan then mbute lg... tu jek la yg mampu dye wat..huhuhu tp takpelah.. I love u basha.. really2 do.. smpai sggup fieza join kitten n cat forum tok update info pasal kucing..hehehehehe

owh ye... tetibe jek satu azam baru crossed to my mind juz now.. i really2 wanted to drive by my own... tu pun after tgk faramy da bley drive g pktikal n im sooooooo jealous ok.. why can't i?????huhuhuhu.. hope this one little wish can become so true.. if xdrive gak, rasenyer fieza nk frame jek la my driving license sebelah jam dinding kat uma tu..hahahahahaha :P

Friday, November 26, 2010

Luar Gelak, Dalam Menangis.. Siapa Yg Tahu..



Sedeynyer bile masalah menimpe2 tapi i feel like no one who i can talk to.. Haish.. How i wanted my bestfren at diz moment at my side dengar n tenangkan fieza.. i really2 miss her!! N now i feel so Lonely.. hmm let me keep it to myself..

Alhamdulillah ya Allah kerana mberi dugaan yg tak henti2.. But i know, hanye kau saje yg tahu hikmah di sebalik semua ni... hmm, now i kinda want to hear lagu insyaAllah from Maher Zain again N again.. :(




Lirik Insha Allah – Maher Zain


Every time you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost and that you’re so alone
All you see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can’t see which way to go

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side
Insha’Allah Insha’Allah Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way
Insha’Allah Insha’Allah Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way

Every time you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that it’s way too late
You’re so confuse
Wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Coz Allah is always by your side
Insha’Allah Insha’Allah Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way
Insha’Allah Insha’Allah Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
Oohh Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one who can show me the way

Show me the way
Show me the way
Show me the way

Insha’Allah Insha’Allah Insha’Allah
We’ll find our way
Insha’Allah Insha’Allah Insha’Allah
We’ll find our way
Insha’Allah Insha’Allah Insha’Allah
You’ll find your way



Wednesday, November 24, 2010

My current Job..




hmm skrg ni tgh cuti sem.. yg xbestnyer cuti sem ni ade pktikal la plak.. adush! siyes malas weyh nk pktikal ni.. sebulan jek plak tu.. ahaa.. sementara nk tunggu pktikal fieza sibuk taw... sibuk jage basha..ahahaha full time okk.. kalo dulu kat puncak alam, basha ade 2 mama tp kat sini fieza jek la yg kene jage..hukhukhuk tp takpe, syg punye pasal kat basha xkesah la tu sume walaupun ari2 kene cakar ngn basha..huhu basha skrg makin nakal, ayah kate sbb dye da besar, da gatal nak kawin.. sbb tu dye cakar coz ktorg xkasi dye kuar cr laki kot...ahahahahahaha

Ari tu basha sakit... Actually dye ngah tido kat dlm bilik, then kuar jek tgk mate dye merah.. punye la risau fieza... lg2 dye asek gosok2 mate dye.. cian.. gatal sgt agknyer.. dan2 time tu gak fieza tanye mber2 yg ade bela kucing, camane nk face with that situation..hehehe risau gler.. fuuhhh!! thanx god soknyer basha da bek dah.. hish basha ni wat fieza risau jek la...hahahahaha n time dye sakit tu senang jage coz dye xmeroyan2 mcm biase.. mak kate bgus basha sakit kalo x asek t'kinja2 ke sane ke mari...hahahahaha.. Before this, my mum la yg xbape nk alu2kan kedatangan basha, tp now da ok but still xske kucing.. family yg len sume suke n sayang basha.. i think!! huhuhu yelah.. kalo xsyg xkn bile dorg balik rumah jek mesti tanye, "Mane basha??".. xsayang ke namenye tuh?huhu owh ye! kalo mak tnye mmg bukan sbb mak syg... ini adelah kerana mak takot kucing so dye xnk basha terkam dye... dye always tnye where is basha coz dye nk make sure yg dye slamat walking tnpe basha di sebelah, di belakang mahupun di kiri dan kanan...hahahahaha sukati mak lah.. janji mak ttp sdiakan makanan basha wlupun xske kucing..huhu

that's all for now.. see ya!







Monday, November 22, 2010

Pesanan Buat TEMAN..

Entry kali ni fieza nk ceritakan ttg sorg KAWAN lelaki fieza.. Dye keep asking me to masukkan watak dye dlm blog fieza nih...hahahaha Dear Fren, okk aku cter la pasal ko kat sini k..hehehe xley cerita lebey2 nnt kantoi plak sape ko..ahaks! u know who im talking about..

hmm actually, this fren mmg bdak sek fieza dulu.. cume mgkin time sek dulu fieza bukanlah dlm kalangan hot gurlz.. (eh, skrg hot ke????huu..) sbb tu la kot ktorg xpenah btegur sapa.. nak djadikan cerita, mase cuti raye puase ari tu ktorg adelah gather ramai2 ngn mber sek.. dari situ la start ktorg bkwn.. Kawan okk.. xhabes kat situ jek, esoknye dye ajak la fieza kuar.. kebetulan time tu mmg fieza bosan gler!! n dye pun kate nk blanje.. pe lg onn saje..huhu ktorg pown g la tgk movie n karokk..wakakaka fieza kalo karok mmg syok xhengat!! muke jek cover cam xbape minat.. xnk la tunjuk yg fieza ni mmg giler meroyan kalo dpt karok..huhu

Sebelum kuar ngn dye, fieza dah dscover kat fb dye n dye da ade mkwe.. tok keselamatan okk.. then i said ok ke kalo fieza kuar ngn pkwe org? Dye kate takpe.. kuar as fren.. ok i accept that.. so fieza kuar bdua ngn dye dengan niat kua sbg mmber saje.. tp i never expected yg fieza rase cam selesa lah bile kuar ngn dye... biaselah, org kate bile kuar bdua setan ada same jd org ketiga..huhu ke sbb slame ni fieza asek kuar ngn kwn POMPUAN jek... tak penah kua ngn laki??? oh x... sy penah kuar ngn laki okk.. cume ntah la ek..hihihihi Bfore balik dye admitted yg dye kuar ngn fieza tok tenangkn pikiran dye coz dye tgh gaduh ngn gf dye... fieza rase like what??????? ko kuar ngn aku sbb ko gaduh n nk balas what ur gf done to u!!!! wat seketika mmg fieza bengang... but then fieza okk dah.. coz fieza pikir we're just fren.. lgpun dye blanje fieza... ape lg nk kesah pasal lain-lain..hahahaha.. boley gitu??hihi

After that day, ktorg still msg2.. i admit yg fieza mmg t'suke sket ngn dye time kuar tu.. tp dye da ade mkwe.. fieza taw tu.. Yang btol2 xsgke, dye bley kate yg dye pown rase len after kuar ngn fieza.. eh, gitu plak? hmm tp fieza tw yg mgkin prasaan dye xstabil sbb tgh gaduh ngn gf.. biaselah, bile kte gaduh then kuar ngn someone else, mesti kte rase someone else tu lg better kalo jd couple kte.. tgh marah la ktakan.. Now, we're still fren.. sy xkn kaco pkwe org k.. n u noe that!!!

here, fieza ade sket pesanan tok dye..(ko taw2 je la sape k..)

dear fren,
jgn la senang2 katekan perkataan suke atau cinta kat seseorg sbb 1 ari nnt ko xkn bdaye tok luahkan pkataan tu bile diminta or dtanye dr seseorg.. n itu sgt menyakitkn aty pd seseorg yg dulunyer penah ko cinta okk.. Aku penah rase n t'sangat la saket weyh!!

dear fren,
semase bkawan, ko mungkin rase seseorg kwn itu klakar n caring.. ko pikir mesti best kalo dpt couple ngn dye.. tp ko kene ingat! mgkin dye xkn kekal sperti ape yg ko harapkan bile ko da jd bf dye.. i even tell u about it.. manusia sgt la senang BERUBAH!!

dear fren,
ko jgn la merungut tentang ur patner if dye sentiase mghampakan ko sbb kdg2, kte lgsung x perasan yg kte xpenah taw ape yg patner kte mahukan dpd kte.. n sometimes perbuatan kte melukakan perasaan dye.. dye senyap bukan brmakne dye merelakan tp sbb dye fikir kte cukup bijak untuk mengerti.. dan kalo dye brsuara bukan bererti dye cerewet tetapi dye mahukan yg terbaik dari kamu.. wah!!! aku ke yg tulis ni?? cam tak caye...huhu

dear fren,
aku akan sentiase doakan ko ngn ur patner bahagie.. n harap2 hubungan korang akan ke jinjang pelamin.. InsyaAllah..

dear fren,
Aku gembira dpt kenal n berkawan ngn ko.. terima kasih kerana ambil berat, mengoffer diri tok dengar if aku ade masalah.. even try nk tolong carikan aku pakwe.. i appreciate it.. but, its ok la coz i think that my jodoh masih jauh n im not ready yet to think about it..

dear fren,
aku da tulis ape yg aku nk tulis pasal ko... da puas aty?hihi.. anything to add??






Friday, November 19, 2010

Blog teaser..



Hahahaha... saje jek kengkonon nk wat teaser for d next updated entry...
Dah lame gler xupdate blog.. Ade lar gak mber2 yg follow tanye nape xupdate2 lg blog ni.. haish xd mase la nk tulis blog..Ok for d next entry fieza akan cter ape yg fieza wat skrg, about someone, n also some other things.. Will update soon.. just wait ya..


Daa..