Saturday, January 30, 2010

Am i really2 selfish???

Firstly, fieza nak taw macamane yg bley dkatakan pentingkan diri??? nape acap kali orang kate fieza ni penting kan diri padahal in d same time fieza wat gitu coz im very care about that person??
Sedeh... sgt sedey.. takde org yang taw.. org tgk fieza slalu gelak.. gelak besar2.. tp dorg xtaw yg fieza slalu menangis.. btape fieza slalu rase xdhargai.. ape salah ke fieza expresskan ketidakpuasan supaya org tu taw yg fieza sbnrnye sgt perlukan dy?? Dye taw ke yg fieza slalu ingatkan dye?? dye taw ke yg fieza slalu ttggu2 dye sbb fieza rindu dye?? rasenye dye xtaw yg fieza slalu banding2kan dye dgn yg len.. pd fieza dye paling terbaik tok fieza.. tp skarang..... yeah im close to losing dye.... Dye yg fieza slalu sanjung slame ni, express out dat i dun care perasaan dye...

xpelah.. mgkin fieza btol2 pentingkan diri sendiri.. nak diri sendiri jek dsayangi, dmanja.. tp aty org len fieza xpkir... yup, mgkin fieza jek yg perasan dye anggap fieza same sperti ape yg fieza anggap kt dye.. thanks... tq so much.. now im losing my only besfren yg slame ni fieza bgge to say that she d only one my BFF..

xkesah la ape nak jd... cume ape yg fieza xpaham, nape stiap kali fieza care pasal seseorang, mesti org tu kate fieza ni selfish?? salah ke fieza care about someone?? camane fieza nak wat supaya xjd selfish if im care about that person? siyes xpaham ngn diri sendiri... if i am selfish, i need to find the solution.. i want to changed.. n fieza jenis yg bpikir, if dye xpenah nk hargai pe yg fieza wat n pikir, watpe nak thegeh2 lagi ngn dye... angkat kaki n blah sudah! tp masalahnye fieza really2 da syg n susah nak lupekan dye.. tp xpelah.. if fieza sorang jek yg prasan n anggap dye my BFF, so i'll back off.. memalukan jek if org da xnk tp kte still thegeh2... i know that.. n i dont want to lose my pride by doing so...

so plez fieza... let it go...


Let Bygones be bygones.. Be strong fieza... n try to be positive..

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