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Kenapa bile kte rase kte perlukan dye, baru kte thegeh2 nak cari dye?

nape mase kte xperlukan dye, kte langsung xnak tanye ttg diri dye?

manusia.... mmg manusia xperfect.. tp perlukah kte mengulang kesilapan yg sama andai kte pernah menyesalinya?

Kekadang, penah tlintas di pikiran untuk xkan memaafkan org yg lukekan aty ni... im very2 sick with people yg sentiase lukekan aty kte pdahal kte care pasal dye.. im try to be nice with them but at the end of day, i think im the only one yg get hurt by their words, their action and behavior.. Hello! im a human yg ada hati dan perasaan... tolong la jgn wat mcm i'm the thing yg keras kaku yg senang2 ko muntahkan words yg xenak ddgar!!! siyes, my heart was broken.. bkeping2 aty ni berderai jatuh ke tanah...

rasenyer dah kering airmata mengenang my fate with that kind of people. kekadang penah im question my fate, why must i met this kind of people.. oh no!! that is the fate.. i have no right to questioned it.. Alhamdulillah.. dat just what we can do.. redha.. my heart said..

kekadang aty ni bbisik jahat.. 'jgn penah maafkan org yg melukakan aty kte, yg slalu wat kte rase sdey dan xpenah pkir pasal kte...' tp seketika kemudian, berbisik pulak sore kate..'xbek kte brmusuhan.. maafkan jek org yg slalu sakitkan aty kte kerana dgn memaafkan aty kte akan jd lebey tenang...'

And that is what im gonna do.. try to forgive whoever yg penah menyakitkan aty ni kerana i want to get the 'ketenangan' slepas memaafkan seseorang.. xnak la dsebabkan that person, im not keruan coz asek dok pkir masalah yg same.. i hope dgn memaafkan orang akan mmbuatkan diri kte rase lapang n lega tanpa memikirkan masalah tbabit..

Let bygone be bygone... Past is past.. byk lagi benda yg menunggu untuk kte harungi pada masa depan.. mgkin dugaannye lagi besar drp ape yg kte pernah hadapi... if now i feel like to surrender, how im gonna be survive with the cabaran pd mase2 akan dtg.. so, i said to myself, try to motivate myself dat this only the small thingy.. not all people have the kind heart.. n not all people is bad.. there is the good people.. juz u need to find by making a lot of friends.. n know them better...

So, pd those yg menyakitkan aty fieza, i forgive u... and for all my Friends... Please FORGIVE ME if i've ever done wrong to you..